3 Day Quote: Afraid to Love

Hey guys! So it looks like I’m on a roll, it’s now Day 4 and I’ve yet to miss a day, which is surprising since I thought I’d miss yesterday

Like I mentioned in Day 3, today will be a love related post in celebration of Valentine’s Day Month. Again, here are the rules (I’m going to stop posting them but basically it’s thank the person who nominated you, do 1 quote per day, and nominate 3 people in each post).

Is it just me or are these getting longer and longer? Haha, anyways, while browsing through quotes I felt like this pretty much summed up my view of love. I feel really comfortable knowing that things are set in stone (in a way) and that if I don’t know something I can just look it up. However, when it comes to love there are just too many variables involved.

There are different types of love for different people, love can make people do amazing things, love can make people do stupid or murderous things, love can be a strength or a weakness, and it’s too uncertain. For example, how would I know if what I was feeling was lust rather than love? How far will someone invest time for lust versus love? I was in a relationship for a bit over 2 years and now I sometimes wonder what to make of that time. Love is an investment and after it’s over, what then?

It’s a rather daunting thought, but even when I fear it I also crave it. I want to love and be loved but only in theory because I’m not sure if I’m honestly ready to create a bond like this with another person.

So for now I stay on the sideline, let my eyes wander, and become possessive over people that are victims friends >_>. Like it was posted on Twitter, this is a fact I realized about 3 years ago while at work. I try not to be too clingy and I noticed once I almost overstepped my bounds (I won’t say with who because I’ve noticed some real life ‘friends/i don’t even know what to call them’ have found some of my accounts…) so I went away for a while to calm down

Yeah, it gets bad sometimes, haha. As for my nominees…I’ll tell you all at the end of these 9 days 🙂

Well then, until next time!


Author: crimson613

Crimson is an aniblogger on wordpress who can't seem to stop fangirling about all the lovely bishies. When not writing content for the blog (and consuming media), Crimson can be found in bed with a hot cup of tea by their side, sobbing over fanfiction (or maybe even writing it)

3 thoughts

  1. It is interesting how you think about love. I dont know how to think about it. I know i love my boyfriend and it is an investment but all i get is joy and happiness so i think its worth it. Interesting read.Love this 🙂 be sure to check out my latest post if you get the chance please 🙂

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